It’s so easy for me to notice. No matter how much they may deny it, I know for a fact that they’re tired of me. I annoy them, I bore them, I make things awkward and uncomfortable for them; they just don’t want me around anymore. It hurts even more trying to convince myself that I’m wrong, even though it’s plain to see. I feel pathetic for putting in effort to keep people in my life that don’t want me around.
That’s because it is pathetic. But don’t mistake my statement as a judgment of you; I think a lot of us go through this before we have that epic “grown up” realization that you don’t need to waste your time on people that are so… tedious and self-absorbed. The people that stick around and keep coming back? Those are the people worth your time and energy. Fuck the rest.
(Source: nickysaurusrex, via eeveevie)
